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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

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hello bikini bottom!


Hehe. I realised that upon posting the previous update,
some of you thought that there was prob btwn me n azri.
Not exactly. It was the time of the month. So it might be my ranging hormones..
that caused me to feel emotionally imbalance over tiny things.
:)


So todae, otw to the canteen during break..
I received a msg
I,together with 3 of the Unglams ,was selected for the Cambodia trip
in March.
For roughly, 3 weeks.
I dont noe how shd i be feeling. Happy? Excited?
MOre of a heavy feeling,i guess.
Sigh.
The reason is him.
He's supportive..
But im dead lah..3 weeks w/o him.
Oh God.
The longest time we din meet was during his BMT-10 daes.
Nthg compared to 18 daes.
Roar. But tis 4 months away.
Ok. i shall chill.
continue to panic in feb.
:)
Loves.


Sunday, November 25, 2007

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hello world.


Feeling like a crap.
Detached.
Unappreciated.
SImple things make me glows.
But what simple things are there for me, aniwae?
None.
Simply none.
Simply not being understood.


Detached again. Attached again
TIs just a vicious cycle


Wednesday, November 21, 2007

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Was otw home from my clinical at sengkang.
Listened to mp3. Started to emo-ing.
Freak. I think i was teary...i held back.
Just thinking abt it makes me ...sigh.
6 daes gone.
Miss him.
BUt dere's nthg he can do abt it.
O.M.G
Felt the distance.
I hope dis will end soon.
Roar! I miss him.
Period.


Wednesday, November 14, 2007

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..hoho.


Daes seems to past so fast.
I think i agree with ale theory of time. hahah.
Boy. U cant feel that a day has past. blablabla.


YTd..met w malim for a movie..
We cant seem to decide at first.
BUt he was fine w watching Stardust.
LOl. He din think it was gg to b nice since it's a fantasy.
And thru out the movie, he actually enjoyed it.
With me, gasping and all. hahha.
THe show was reaaaali cool.
the plot was neat.
yup. BUT there wasnt enough of the fighting scene.
But 4 stars for stardust.
5 stars for triston!!!
MAeb i should watch it again someday when im free.
Someday.


Monday, November 12, 2007

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helo bikini bottom!
ay ay Captain!


Tomorrow marks our ** mth ann :)
Boohoo. But tis been months since we celebrated it on the dae itself
as it fell on the daes he was werking.
So yep.


Nevertheless, life is great.
Yeah. Love is great.


But i realli miss my bud-buds. <3
LOtsa love to Pj, firda, Chien and peixi.
Life's been rather dull w/o all of you.
So wana go out but i duno when.
Loves. Loves.


Friday, November 9, 2007

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helo helo.


Im bored. Bahh! Todae was ok,oryte.
School finished at noon.. thank god.
Dis week was kinda draining.
:). After accompanying ale, fad and suling in sch..
me and miss chipndale went to bugis to pay my fine.
(Thanks darlings for the contribution.)
Using the S.A.M was quick and easy lah. Hehe.
We went to the bank n had our lunch at Deli. haha.
Erm, concluded that pizza hut serves bettr food. whoops.
yup.
We wok rounds. (J8 gave me a headache.)
planned to watch stardust but yikes the showtimes were too late.
hahah. we were damn like aunties when we tried to find papers to look
up the movie showtimes. haha
oh well. Not fated to watch movie todae. bah!


Other times maybe. :)


Thursday, November 8, 2007

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Hello, hello.


Todae's not so bad dae.
Clinical was fun.


Went out for dinner w the malim,yazid and nigel.
REalli gila bunch of guys.
Hmm.
Malim wants me to intro him in my blog b4 i wrote his name
cos he thinks it's more appropriate.. haha. (tat guy!)
(i shall at the end of my blog. haha)
He brought us to dis realli cool mediteranean restaurant
(wrong spelling, i noe).
The food is great. We sat on a platform instead of chairs.
Which i think was awesome.
So much time dere, chatting, cam-whoring..blablabla..
hehehe. All in all. I had a great time. :)
Below are the pics!!! njoy em.


Who is malim..? (hahaha)
-the guy in grey
-was my sec sch fren. frens since sec 1.
-Used to be shorter than me.
Now? look at the pic n u'll noe it.
hahah.
-Sailor
-hmm..
-has few gay partners. heh. (it's just our grp's joke)
-Single, available n eligible. :)


hahaha.
Okie!




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Dining and chilling out at a cool restaurant.

3rd try.. go!

Malim's trying to stab me. Erm.. nigel?

PART of the set meals. Yummylicious
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Saturday, November 3, 2007

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To only him...
For every word here..it's true

I wont talk,I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me
You might think I dont look
But deep inside...In the corner of my mind
Im attached to you
Im weak
Its true
Cuz im afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster


.........
Its time to try......


Im weak
Its true
Im just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?




I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me
Sorry... you can put that blame on me


Im Sorry




The girl who makes it wrong everitime.
Tis a long, exhausting journey
But i shall stay here while i can
It's my promise